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I'm So Dang Scared

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Published: Oct 19, 2016

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Literature Text

I'm not afraid of the love
I know that has arrived to me
I'm afraid of the unknown
What would happen if I didn't tread carefully
What if I could be hurt

How would I know
This could keep going
Or it could come to a screeching halt
My doubts are at fault
I am so dang scared
So dang scared
So dang scared

♪ I'm not afraid of the dark
I'm afraid of what's in the dark
That I cannot see
Because it's so dang dark
So dang dark
So dang dark
So dang dark
So dang dark... ♪

Why must the storm clouds
Try to reign over my brain
Lord, stop this train
Before I'm overwhelmed
By the overthinking and the fears
Which will attempt to make me shed tears

The past will haunt me from time to time
Reminding me of what could've been done
Singing the melody of what rings true
What should be taught with caution

♪ I'm not afraid of the dark
I'm afraid of what's in the dark
That I cannot see
Because it's so dang dark
So dang dark
So dang dark
So dang dark
So dang dark... ♪

My heart says I must calm down
Because God is in control ~~*
My mind is turning somersaults
Attempting to catch up with all the
Roller coasters I'm currently riding on

Eyes are widening
Heart is pulsating rapidly
Warmth rising up to the surface
Knees shaking, trembling
Hoping he will truly catch me in the
Greatest hurdles life will throw us

My heart has fallen for him
My soul is continuing to fall in the abyss
Hoping and praying
He will catch me from swaying
Please, Lord, guide his steps
Guide my steps in this new relationship

♪ I'm not afraid of the dark
I'm afraid of what's in the dark
That I cannot see
Because it's so dang dark
So dang dark
So dang dark
So dang dark
So dang dark... ♪

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I'm so dang scared
So dang scared
So dang scared....~

I'm afraid of the unknown
I'm afraid of being hurt again
Yet I will jump in with both feet
Fear, you will not stop me
For God is bigger than you

dang dark doubts falling fears god im inspiration love loved scared spirtually so chiharusmoon

Main Inspiration------> ( www.youtube.com/watch?v=58A-TI… ) *their main verse is repeated in this poem, which inspired this sudden piece

* (CAN'T WAIT FOR THEIR SERIES TO PREMIER TOMORROW!!! YAY

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I am, and always have been, afraid of the unknown. I'm a lil scared of the dark, but I think it ties more to being afraid of what could be in there. I'm excited for this new relationship I'm in

Some doubts and fears are echoing inside the depths of my mind. Satan has definitely been attacking my family spiritually, as well as my boyfriend. He doesn't like that we're improving so he's trying to pick at us because of the good that is coming our way. He attacked me at work Thursday, I had this depression that I just couldn't shake. That scared me :/. Even when I smiled, I felt like tears were trying to escape my eyes. It hurt to smile. THAT NEVER HAPPENS. I'm over that, all glory be to God, but some doubts remain in my mind. I know that God is stronger than our fears. My loving family, and boyfriend, still keep reminding me of this. I'm truly loved by you guys, my family IRL, and my sweet, handsome, caring, nurturing, talented, passionate, and loving boyfriend